internal conflict

Some stuff I reblogged from tumblr, so sorry to bore you with such mundane pictures but I really love how tumblr liberates me from the shit reality force feeds me with. The fact that i'm left with 9 days to eoys and i have yet to memorize anything demoralizes me alot and the fact that i'm being such an arse right now by procrastinating irks me.

I'm in need of retail theraphy.. sigh.. its not easy pushing yourself.

I'm starving and my tummy is crying out loud for some solid food but I'm refusing to feed it so shut up and deal with it and get your arse to the study table now. //internal conflict

tattoo

"So today I lost a friend. I lost my friend. Someone who knew me when i don't even know myself, someone who didn't judge me for who i am. That friend, i lost. She never failed to listen to me, she never failed to show her concern, she listens to me and clear my doubts and she never failed to make me laugh. She's gone, i lost her. Like a glove which slipped away, like the rain which came and left, like the sun which rises then falls. Today I lost a friend, today i lost my friend."

Cleared the first week of school, drained and uninspired. Tired is simply an understatement and i'm glad the long-awaited weekends have finally arrived. Done with my artist refence for art and this time, i'm really lovin' both the artists i chose. I adore their style and how each and every artwork is able to speak to me with its surrealism. Extremely hyped up for uss this coming monday and I really would just want to immerse myself with what it has to offer :)

#15questions

1. The meaning behind my URL:
Firstly, i'm not really a fan of my url and i might change it soon but basically it just dictates my life and all my thoughts running through my head

2. Weakness:
 I forgive too easily, I don't stay mad at someone for long

3. Why I love my bestfriend:
She understands me

4. Piercings I have:
1 on each ear

5. Favorite Band:
Big bang, 2NE1

6. Biggest turn off(s):
People/places with bad odour (i'm so sorry)

7. Tattoos I want:
On my collarbone which says you're beautiful

 8.Biggest turn on(s): collarbones

9. Age:
15

10. Life goal(s):
Be happy

11. Piercings I want:
Tongue, naval

12 A fact about my life:
I'm actually quite a boring person

13. Phobia:
Cats

14. Middle name:
Kim and Marisa

15. anything you want to ask:
Why do we need to learn chemistry

shorter please

#ootd #wiwt #icutmyhair

Went to trim my hair today, planned on cutting of an inch but the dude told me he was only able to trim 3 inches if I wanted to cease my layered hair. So I did. It isn't that bad I would say and it'll eventually grow out. Glad to have chopped off my ends, I was getting extremely annoyed by how it doesn't listen to me at all.

I look atroucious in the first picture but oh well. Had a great day with petrina today :) its been really long since we went out and we spent lesser time with each other since we're in different classes and school permits us from doing so. Great catch up session ^^

So today we headed down to clark quay and I met with this wonderful lady. She's probably the most friendliest Singaporean I've ever come by and she was extremely sweet towards me. Before we left, she abruptly stopped me and said ''lovely lady, all the best in everything you do" Where in Singapore will you ever meet someone as kind, humane, motherly and propitious as her? Such an amazing human being and I wonder what i am doing with my life. Oh well, i'm just swimming around waiting for a miracle to happen.

roses on my skin

#ootd #wiwt #casualsunday

Went out with the mother and sister today, poped in and out into some drugstores and played with the testers hehe. Beauty products in Singapore are really expensive and I don't see the reason why they have to jack the prices up. Bought 2 sports bra since my pink one is literally dying and the elastic has lost its elasticity. sigh.

So the holidays have begun and my plans are basically to study. I do not want to disimprove in any way and i'm determined to improve my grades.

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Oh yes, yesterday was the CSTD competition, its just an annual dance competition and we were awarded second! :) Extremely proud of my dancers cuz in all honesty, we didn't had high expectations of ourselves and getting second came to us as a surprise :)

1. 3 Things you cannot leave the house without?
phone, wallet, earpiece

2. Favorite brand of makeup?
urban decay (though its really x756475648 expensive)

3. Favorite flower? 
roses
4. Favorite clothing store?
h&m, om, thrift stores

5. Favorite perfume?
hahaha is deo considered? if it is then adidas natural vitality

6. Heels or flats?
platforms

7. Do you make good grades ?
haha nope

8. Favorite colors?
black, white, burgundy, navy

9. Do you drink energy drinks?
rarely

10. Do you drink juice?
yep

11. Do you like swimming?
not really

12. Do you eat fries with a fork?
haha nope

13. Favorite moisturizer?
i have no idea..

14. Do you want to get married later on in life?
yep

15. Do you get mad easily?
depends!