Sure we all felt the same way- how we were so unprepared and how we had to change the steps on syf day itself. Fear was definitely looming around backstage and basically just before the whole performance. Ucc stage was miraculous and it did us well/justice.
After afew weeks left with 4 sessions before we stepped down, hahaha it felt so weird. I personally felt that we were just wasting our time hahaha but nevertheless, it was the last few moments with thy juniors and of course, spending time in the dance studio. The dance studio will probably be the place in the entire school I will miss the most. And maybe the third level toilet too, where we deliberately take our own sweet time in order to miss the warm ups occurring in the dance studio, where we changed freely cause I don't know we are just really open people and where we sang hsm songs on our last day, it was hilarious. The dance studio- where we waste our time, where we get punished for the most ridiculous things, where we got so high and crazy esp last night, all the sweat, tears and tons of injuries and ice packs. How can I ever forget all the memories? When I first stepped in to the dance studio 2 and a half years ago till now, the list is never ending. I'll also miss our bus rides to nex or wherever- these little things really made my day.
Lastly, sop IV. I honestly can never ask for anything more, dancing on home ground was magical. I felt so liberated and lifted from everything that has been bringing me down lately. For that last 4 1/2 minutes of dancing, it felt more than amazing. I didn't want it to end, I wanted it to last. Sop was truly splendid, more than what I could ask for. And for the people who came, thank you all so very much for making 26 April such a fulfilling one.
I have finally concluded my journey in pl dance. I am extremely honoured to be part of such an amazing team and leaving it is something I don't want to do. I'm definitely gonna miss dancing with all of you guys doing across the floor, choreo and all that- now that I think about it, sigh 😔 for those who aren't even interested in dance or who gave a bad impression to me, please leave lol cause your presence is not needed. I rather train someone who freaking loves to dance but can barely do a split as compared to someone who hates dance but can at least do a split cause honestly, passion is what gets you there and if you ain't got any passion then don't waste your time yeah? Cause ain't nobody got time for that.
Looking through all my dance collectives-photos, jazz pants, leotards, ballet shoes, foot/floor thongs, makes me miss dance even more haha anyway, you have reached the end of this emotionally draining post. What can I say? I concede to the fact that I'm an emotional wreck. I will miss dance and I can now close this chapter in my life with contentment and fulfilment xx
