she walks

just a self made poem . and please do not reblog or repost it without my permission , thank you (:

She walks .
Not dance , not sing , not hop
She walks .
She walks aimlessly to eternity ,
Not giving a fuck about what people say ,
She closes her eyes and hums to the beat as she walks .

I stand so distant , so far , as i see her leaving this realm .
Both of us , inhabitants , we think much more than we should .
We stand on the same ground , breathe the same air but one thing that separates us ?
Your smooth , silky hair .

Oh what bullshit am i blabbering ,
Her hair's so fucking good .
I cant take my eyes of her , oh clearly i fucking should .

She begins to realise my intense glare ,
And starts to notice even when i'm not there .
She begins to see me as a freak ,
So i stop and think , oh , i'm in deep shit .

This helpless girl that i truly love ,
Takes me as a fool or a freak ,
So upon her request , I wish , I would vanish in my sleep .
But reality woke me up ,
And i began to think .
I wish i was an eraser , erasing me in her memory .

I repeat incessantly to myself , 'Let me be invincible in your eyes'
But then again , this is no special surprise .

She walks .
Not dance , not sing , not hop .
She walks aimlessly to eternity not giving a fuck about what people say ,
She closes her eyes and hums to the beat as she walks away ,
Thinking of infamous me , again .

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its really personal , and yup , its based on a true story .