unfinished

after nights of clearing and shredding, my room is finally in a much better state! i had 3 full bags of shredded ws and unnecessary collectives that i reluctantly threw away, packed the bags and gave em' to my dad to throw away, i dont think i would have that much of courage and will power to throw it all away. T_T" came across many interesting things while clearing my room, it was an unprecedented feeling- reading all the gibberish nonsense i jotted down during class, looking through my primary school and kindergarten photos. packing my room had a sense of nostalgia, reminiscing and walking down memory lane.

it made me realise that 2011 really is ending. that i'm gonna be exposed to so many different things next year. everything is gonna change and it made me realise how apprehensive i am of next year. how i'm so unprepared for the battle ahead. i'm beyond scared.

in a few days time, i'm gonna be back at school and my mundane life is gonna resume.  

walking on mars ain't that easy

this is my warzone, i battle with it every other day trying to keep it as neat as possible but of course, failed. 1 more week till school commences and my room is still in this state. sigh and i'm down with gastric flu TToTT its the worse sickness to get since the recovery process is such a long, tedious one. and because of my poor, weak tummy, i had to deprive myself of all the enticing food during christmas :( 

anyway, i'm in the midst of clearing this warzone, as well as scribbling numericals and alphabets on all my hmk and washing my malodorous floor thongs and ballet shoe. i am fully booked for this last week of 2011 and i am certainly not looking forward to 2012 :( i have a strong premonition that nothing will go well, NOTHING AT ALL SIGH SIGH SIGH.

and my sister got this pair of adorable wool socks for me for christmas! super kawaii \^^0^^/ 

vita dolce moderato

Holidays are ending, oh how dreadful. This month and a half has been academically unproductive, my homework is untouched and i've not held a pen for weeks. my handwritting is probably atrocious. In all honesty, i don't get the idea of teachers feeding us with homework which we will probably do half-heartedly. It does not serve any purpose(this is just my opinion, i'm not here to bash guys)

Its raining today, for the gazillionmilliontrillionth time, i have not felt the sun's incandescent heat since a millenia and i'm missing it.

Oh and yes, christmas is coming! \^^o^^/ i've packed all the presents into boxes but i'm still missing out on afew TToTT need to get a few more and i'm done. hope it doesn't rain *cross fingers*

vita dolce moderato, i have an over sensitivity to this :)