wasted chance

mind my facial expressions, i'm never good at this :(

anyway, this was what i wore to om on saturday! :) i love the burgundy leggings, the colour is amazing :) its glorifying :) wore my favourite pair of socks from stravidarius and carried my baggu :)

oh and yes, today i attempted to bleach my baggu bag. YUP I'M INSANE. The results? THERE WAS NO CHANGE. Bleach + baggu = no effect at all. So after all, i ended up with the same thing :( sigh, i really failed :( 

school again tomorrow :( and i've got no mood at all, as always. wish me luck :(

rose blood

"rose blood" 

Inspired by one of allison harvard's paintings but i failed miserably T_T" The blood looks black here but its actually a dark red. Used gouache for the blood- it was my first time experimenting with gouache and knowing how overzealous i can be, i decided to add the gouache at different spots on the face when all i wanted was a nosebleed hehehe.

Used water colour for the hair! Its probably my favourite medium to use! Love the effect it has and its fairly manageable to work with :) dripped the paint at the corners of her face to give a demonic effect but once again ........ #sigh

I am currently chewing on a box of nerds and i've yet to touch any homework. I'll probably scribble some gibberish later on and rot my night away.

obsolete

I was using charcoal as a medium to finish up my sketch and i decided to do this :) HAHAHAHA please dont judge, it was out of boredom. I started of with lining my lashes with topshops kohl liner and used my fingers to drag it all around my eyes. It was so much more dramatic in reality as compared to the gif. It was pretty scary actually. DONT JUDGE ALRIGHT? ITS JUST ME AND MY MIND PLAYING WITH EACH OTHER.

School? #sigh its such a drag :( 6 full periods of core subjects literally kills me each time. Lessons are so dry and i can't help but sleep. I've been sleeping at 2 for the pass few nights trying to finish up all my assignments oh and guess what? This genius here totally failed to remember to pack her graded assignment to school and there goes my percentage :(  oh my GG is gonna barbecue me in her pits on monday :(

#OHWELL

blue velvet

Watched wicked: the musical on saturday, 13/02/12 with my cousin and sister! :) It was amazing. Other then the fact that i was sitting in front of a 5 year old kid who constantly kep kicking the back of my chair. Goodness, it got onto my nerve and i had to turn around to ask her to stop it. A definite mood spoiler but other than that, it was truly impressive and extraordinary.

My mood was alil' wonky that day and i decided to don this pair of pants. It had a party tucked right in my closet and i finally discovered it a few days back :) its really comfortable to wear! :)

Anyway, i'm so very sorry for mia-ing the pass week. I've been rather distracted with many events happening and i wasn't able to find the time to blog much! So sorry guys, love you all :) 

what's worse than lemons?

Its already February.

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I'll do a proper post soon alright? I've been really busy with school activities and such, and i'm really sorry for not posting regularly! love each and everyone of you readers :) School tires me out. No, in all honesty, tired is simply an understatement. I'm worn out, vexed, diminished and my only wish right now is to disintegrate. Which is a total nonsensical wish since i'm unable to. But who gives a fuck? I wanna be sleeping beauty right now. Cast under a sleeping spell, yup, i want to be cast under a sleeping spell.

I literally drag myself to the monastery each and every day, whispering the words of 'I'm disintegrating' every night(its like a lullaby to me at this point of time), coming back home to HOMEWORK, RESEARCH, PROJECTS, ANNOTATIONS, SKETCHING, BEING NAGGED AT and after all this, i'm left with a pathetic 4 hours of sleep. And the cycle goes on.

My mind is so tired till the extent whereby it can't even excogitate any new ideas for art/to sketch. #tgif, i need a break from everything, its too tiring.